April 23, 2018
Feliz Lunes Inspirations!
Songstress MaHj is finally given in and loving me!
Not that I don’t. Of course I love myself pero most times I’m my own most hated; worse enemy. I’M ALSO MY BIGGEST FAN, & SUPPORTER (aside from my legit pure hero of a fine af husband🐼🖤🎶)
It’s sick but I’ve learned to accept it and forgive myself...a lot.
Um, you have to...
Unless it’s something god awful then you need help, (maybe prison or a good ass whooping), need to CHANGE and/or make it right but always: forgive yourself.
Today, I’m writing this from a salon chair.
All the works! Okay, I wish but just enough to work!
Enough to make up for the last week I stood home depressed and last two days I cried, grind my teeth and even worse; held back fat tears and loud screams.
(Ugh, of course I’m rhyming)
Anywho, I was on my way home after a very manic depressive Sunday in Manhattan and LOOKED UP!
Saw the Empire State building right in front of me. (Always reminds me of the jam by the great Alicia Keyes: ‘In New York’)
As I stared and scaled my eyes slowly down; guess what number I saw?
Got ya! Usually it’s always 11 but yesterday it was the number 111...YUP!
(Spy Game: can you look at the first pic and find the 111?
Hint: it’s in the side that matches the hand I write with!)
It’s funny. Some of you might think I would be used to it by now BUT um, nope.
It somewhat startles me but this time it made me chuckle a little like “hello darkness my old friend...” but instead light!
The song just came on! Wow!
🎼”In New York! Concrete jungle where dreams are made of. There’s nothing you can’t do. When you’re in New York. These streets will make you feel brand new. Big lights will inspire you! ...”🎹
That’s all I have.
Time is way up by oh shit 11 min for I started at 11:11 this morning due to my head being in a sink.
Now, to be present and savor this rare salon day that I promise to have more often. Fuck that! Ima need them!
Weapons of LIGHT okay!
Okie, love you peeps and PLEASE
Stay F.L.Y (First Love Yourself) :•.D
y como siempre
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