April 12, 2018
I became fertile when I was 11.
My mother was in Puerto Rico attending our recently deceased grandfathers furneral.
The blood freaked me out. I honestly thought my ocd clean ways finally did me in and I finally cut myself wiping too hard.
I acted so and my aunt (not a mother yet) wasn’t thrilled.
>>My sister and I were staying with my late Tio Eddie (I miss him so fucking much by the way) and his awesome wife; my adored tia Jill. (Delicious turkey lasagna maker & maxi pad provider)
She informed me it was my period and bestowed unto me a diaper-looking item called a maxi pad.
It was weird to strap on and beyond uncomfortable. Along with those first of many menstrual cramps; I couldn’t sleep that evening. That coming of age night in Woodside, Queens. NYC.
>>The day this pre teen became a queen in her own right!
An emotional, often times called dramatic queen in the making...
...I bled again at 15 but that’s a whole other story for another time! (Just know it was my choice).
Damn, a lot has happened to me since 11.
Your songstress MahJ wrote her first legit song at the age of eleven.
Next 11 to 11 shall hopefully be Monday 4/16/18 @11am DUH!
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