I’m patient But I’m no patient Only my virtues and my compassion need to be medication I am patient But I’m no ones fool Yes, I suffer from depression But it’s only a part of me; never a whole
I’m realizing My depression is a precious part of me Not my always assumed arch enemy Now, I choose to acknowledge and allow as long as it works with me in harmony It brings me down But allows me to feel for real Weighs me down But allows more strength when I get back up And when it lifts I’m more than thankful Even though how long it lasted was more than enough And when the lift is stuck I get angry and rude But that’s unblocked energy required to bulldoze through It’s different for all But this is what I’m now learning About my depression The dark coldness And the perpetual burning It’s a sad song Yes But it’s a beautiful true song nonetheless Depression is no longer my enemy But a guarded broken energy That allows the opportunity for Battles fought and won Within me Though bruised and blue The end is always; harmony
No longer my enemy Depression is a powerful part of me That leaves me powerless on some days But only motivates me to strengthen and harness my true POWERS a different way
No longer my enemy Depression is my painfully earned Dark coldness Perpetual burn Birth of inner self; harmony.
But I must keep it in check Though it may always choke me It shall never slash my neck
And in the end It’s worth it The pain gets so unbearable I numb; black out so I able to luckily forget the depth Of damage and havoc I know it wreaked But it also is the reason I’m alive though morbid and truly savor each breath You see Depression is no longer my arch enemy But my partner in crime for rebirth time and time again
Fought, earned and true Depression isn't my enemy But the opportunity to fight hard for Blissful Harmony
I’m patient with it And so I’m no patient I will slowly allow virtue and compassion to be my true medication...
But I’m no ones fool Yes, I suffer from depression But it’s only a part of me; never a whole.