For years, I lacked substantial confidence in living my dreams outloud; literally.
I would sing and all you would mostly hear was the nervousness over my gift of singing with all the emotions I felt when I would sing alone with no body to judge...but not this year. Finally, THANK GOODNESS! I will be pursuing my dream OUTLOUD!
Literally, been hatching for so long I thought that was the best it was going to be for me.
With gratitude ; I accepted it for so long. Then, I began to suffer more...
Truth: I’M SCARED OF MY DREAMS. But if you’re not scared they aren’t big enough, right?
My songs make me feel truly alive on my worst days and so much better on my Good days. My songs freaking INSPIRE me and give me goosebumps upon playbacks so I really feel like, maybe my songs can inspire others>>the way music has for me.
Music Adversity Healing Joy
Oh boy, going public and sharing my big dreams outloud, creating a website; even a public Instagram page was scary but MUSIC has saved me and I know others...
Through the ADVERSITY. It HEALS and creates JOY!
So starting this week. I will be posting “A Year Ago Today...”
I will be showcasing all the newborns songs I recorded and or any covers I might of recorded without having the confidence to post.
(Check out my songs page:•.D
So THANK YOU for following your dreams and here is to all you INSPIRATIONS out there!
*To being scared but ‘NOT SCARED ENOUGH’*
(title of my first single to be released next month:•.D
To moving confidently in the direction of your convictions and pursuing ones BIG; SCARY DREAMS!
MahJ singing/performing her song ‘Not Scared Enough’