I am generally very holistic.
Anti-drugs my whole life because of my father’s tragic drug use and its astounding damage.
Rarely taking medication instead knowingly utilizing natural healing; age old proven alternatives.
Placebo alone is a pure effective miracle alone! 🤗⭕️✊🏽 Compound that with walks, nature, healing food, sunshine, laughter, intimacy, lots of clean water, MUSIC, family, friends, love, community, stretching, dance, fur babies, creative outlets and passions...(and yes even the occasionally 🍷 and dark🍫) with lots of ☕️ and 🍵!
This is a 24hr always stocked pharmacy of our mind, body and soul.
I am humbly aware how alive I am to even feel pain indicating I’m ticking and awake experiencing this human physical reality. Still sucks huge lollipops 🍭🍭🍭
But these past four months have been a new realm of physical adversity.
Periodically losing my ability to walk on my own so I’m thankful for the balance of the pain medication and for my medical thc oil. And now pharmaceutical DRUGS that are aiding in pain relief so I may HEAL enough to walk to my souls pharmacy.
A lot of people are understandably concern about these highly addicting opioids and drugs I’m now on. Genuinely and rightly so-worreid I might abuse, get addicted, accidentally overdose or even use it to finally commit suicide.
But my will has a will now.
I am a survivor of my fathers horrific drug addiction and hold that adversity as warrior scars, weapons and now sheer gratitude.
My childhood trauma with him has served as my absolute
His drug battle and darkness is now my strength and light.
I GOT THIS! ✊🏽💚⭕️
I’m an empowered patient/woman. I am aware how lucky I am to have great insurance.
So I must fight on because there are millions who don’t have insurance, are not supported, are not empowered and nor as equipped as I to come out stronger and better for it.
Many innocent humans die!
Children and working; tax paying citizens in this country alone who have died from a easily treatable condition because of no insurance. I fight on for them.
Everybody deserves a fighting chance! I fight with my voice, songs and writing.
Yesterday whilst in the ER once again, the hospital gave me a pile of papers to sign and confirm.
It incorrectly stated my religion was CATH for catholic.
I corrected it and wrote
“HUMANITY IS MY RELIGION” and Occupation: songwriter
I know my why. I serve a purpose.
We all do!
That’s why I have faith and conviction, I will be stronger for ALL of this. Even when I was screaming out in sheer paralyzing pain. Even if my loved ones can’t even touch me for the time being. Even if the MRI comes back with devastating results.
And why at present. I am so mf humbled and grateful for all of these drugs.
Know your why INSPIRATIONS! ✊🏽💚♾
Why is she seemingly so positive despite all the hell.
Because as an empath. We live through some special types of hell and always come back. Burnt with sheer gratitude, pure love for humanity and CONVICTION of our gifts and purpose NO MATTER WHAT!
And now thanks to my new anti depressants and team I now have a growing
WILL TO KEEP ON LIVING!
To match and defeat the fight.
I am unstoppable! Even when knocked down and out. I will get back up. Even if I need to sleep all day; best believe I’m sorting it out it my dreams and fighting the good fight; envisioning a new vibrant stunning solution.
Now, I’m not glorifying this physical hell. Cause I am missing out in a lot right now.
•my ability to work out, meal prep, make love, hold my nephew, even hold my own cell phone and keys.
BUT I WILL OVERCOME and BE BETTER & STRONGER for all of this! I am walking tall. I am walking and moving forward.
Just walking a little bit...okay a lot of bit more slowly.
Like a SLOTH on a mf missio! Lol
Slowly yes, BUT surely. Surely progressing forward. How?
I know my why!
I feel it.
It surges within and outside of me.
And guess what! It’s in YOU too INSPIRATIONS!
rediscover your WHY.
Make love to it and savor it.
NO MATTER THE WHAT!*
Know your WHY!
Allow it to heal you and even bring you joy!
I dare you...
During your lowest times. Know your why!
It will take you to new unimaginable heights. Every time.
Know Your WHY INSPIRATIONS! ✊🏽💚⭕️
I am Mandi Abdalla Hernandez Jimenez
and my why is WHY NOT!
I am MUSIC ADVERSITY HEALING JOY and I believe in YOU inspirations!
WE GOT THIS!
Especially that addicted soul drug of
knowing your WHY.
**Put that prescription in and know there are perpetual refills and zero cost.
Would mean so much to me! 😋💚♾
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